The stairways still seemed as dark as before
However, the picture still portrays the same scenario

With pitch black darkness above the final few steps
Who would reckon it would be safety?
As one would normally associate darkness with fear
And fear is a strong emotion that keep one from progressing
Even though one may know after overcoming the final few steps
may be the actual final destination that you would want to arrive at

The padlock on the gate is still there
And yes the metal grilles on the gates aren't shut
So that means another thing too
That one still has a shot
This one opportunity
Or this so-called "chance"
At overcoming the fear within
And to finally climb the few steps of the stairways
Even with daunting conditions
As depicted by dilapidated walls that surround

Can " The One " reach there?
Or will he falter, and fall flat on his face?
With the audience watching him intensely
Ready to make a mockery out of his failure
Immediately. Immensely

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And yes, this week seemed quite B.A.D
Maybe I shouldnt be so easily affected by some stuff that
SHOULDN'T have been my main concern
But once again, hey I'm 21 already, and yes this does play
some sort of trick in my sub-conscious now and then
Makes me wonder and doubt myself sometimes
And yes, serving National Service doesnt mean you have to
give 24/7, 365 of your life to it
So yes, civilian matters do concern me too
(just in case you're wondering)

Couldn't sleep well
Not too much concentration on the work I'm doing
Feeling lethargic most of the times
Sleepy and groggy here and there
As if I took drugs and had a bad hangover every single night
Last of all, sudden knee pain at the rear
Like some needles poking here and there
Thus, indirectly or directly, causing my running
timings to drop like by 30secs?
And yes, 30 secs is a great deal in running
Thought I only drop in 2.5km
But the 5km seems affected too
But everyone seems to drop by 30secs too
Maybe its not me only
Great. Yet another self-mind-psycho-ing moment
Just classic.....

















I miss shooting all of a sudden
=(

And yes, its times like this, I wish the bike was home
And I could ride out to some place like Yishun dam
Just take a chill pill
Sit there on my bike
With my favourite OGK helmet hanging by the mirror
Turn off the MP3
Listen to the night
Listen to the water
Listen to the silence
People-watch
Snap photos as and when I like
Blow icy cold night wind
See endless orange Singapore street lamps
Drink some ice-cold 500ml Pokka bottle lemon tea
Maybe take a puff or two
(ok, not a good idea)

Yup, all those aforementioned idea sounds perfect
Except that I dont have the bike at home now
Sucks big time
=(

And yes, the photos were taken from Lil' India
Trying to use them to form up blog posts instead
One stone kill many birds
Haven think of the picture title and caption though
But do watch out for more " self-deemed-nice " photos
;)