“酒醉三分醒”

"If you cant take insults
Then dont diss out trash to others"

"If you wanna pick a fight
Then look at the water which you are treading in
Because when you push a cute donkey to the wall
He will damn hell kick you back"

For you
I think
Being such an academic inclined person
With an high IQ and all
Talented in plenty of areas
Be it physical or musical
I utterly 100% admire you
For your sheer hardwork
Which you grind out results after results
And that
Shows that you have made the effort
To me
That is very important
And I once again
Cannot emphasize anymore on this particular point

However
For such achievements you have
I think you lack a common understanding of what EQ is
Or maybe you do understand
Due to the fact that you are a highly intelligent homosapien

But for me
With such a fiery temper
I think
Me not flaring up at you
And choosing to be quiet instead
Everytime you make these kind of comments
Which may seems harmless
But in fact appears not to go through your brain with any consideration
I think
Yup
I'm a greater person that you
Just based on this fact alone

I'm so sorry I had to say this
But
I'm so hypocritical
Because I have to act like I dont care
I had to act like I'm the loser you are saying
Who blames the world for the state I'm in
Who thinks this world is unfair
Who feels that I'm uniquely different from everyone else
Who gives the wrong traumatizing impression
That I'm the Boss or whatnot

Trust me
I think you can do without me
And I know you can
Because you simply don't care about what others think
Or you are just plain lazy to show any actions on your part

I think
Your actions have proven that
Yes
"You dont need me - I dont need you"
Such an unfortunate scenario has formed

I can only say
I am doing my best
And will always be doing my best
To the last breath I have
To ensure that this circle of trust
The ring of friendship
Stays tight and bonded
And I think I am making a sacrifice

Oh sorry
"Sacrifice" is too strong a word
I am just being a typical Alpha male
Who have learnt to take it easy
And let others talk instead
In short
I have also turned into a hermit crab
Who now hides inside his shell
But still seeing the world outside pass him by
And I do enjoy this present role
TYVM

No
You dont have to make an effort to better understand me
Or decipher this crap of a message
You are just being yourself
So yup
Take it that I have having a hangover
And talking nonsense after that

All in all
I think your insults sting me
Pretty big time
All the time
And if one day
I lose my temper
I would stand up
Flip the table on you
And while the table is on you
Unleash the demon of hell on you
Making sure you understand every
EVERY SINGLE DAMN THING
I am gonna say to you
Especially the insults I'm gonna hit you back with

But....
That day wont come

I'm so sorry
I just need an outlet to say something
And I think I did
It's quite comfortable to get it off my chest
Finally
:)

“酒醉三分醒”