Disappointing

Hopes were dashed
Efforts were wasted
Precious time gone
Stressed over-exerted on ownself
At the end of the day, it don't look good
I don't feel good
Sadly, that's life
All the more, I have already learnt this hard lesson
Not the 1st time
Someone told me I was a person who would only learn
a lesson when I bang hard and fall
Ya I did, I realised I'm that kind of person too
So once again, after years of honing my skills
on judging personal character, behaviour and actions...
I failed and overlook...overestimated

LYJ hates his efforts not being appreciated

Must learn to forgive and forget after 5 years
Tml would definitely be a better day
Time would heal (a lil' love would be good too)
Yes, smile to yourself in the mirror
You would smile back and realise you are happy