Family Issues

I often mention my house situation is quite
....messy and complicated

But right now, my family is in fucking turmoil

And its more than just not having meat for dinner
Or having killer broccoli, rubbish pumpkin, and
bitter-like-shit bittergourd

It cant come at a 'better' time
FYP is at full max and the lectures are drainings
Life is being stretched to the limit
I AM BEING STRETCHED (not max yet...)

-Cordinating with Area 6 CIs for camp
(when its not my business cuz someone shoved
me into the firepit)
-Teaching kid at home to study
(while I don't even have enough time to read through
the super-not-so clear lecture notes)
-Chionging the FYP
-Fixing Internet problem every now and then
-Making sure Mom doesnt crash every com in the house
-Worry about NAPFA when standing board jump is like...
passing standard only
(why no long jump instead? confirm get 5 pts for that)
-Clearing the never-ending housework
-Wondering why my wrist is injured at this time?
(like 6 days before NAFPA)

And Melissa and Shang Geok had to re-enact the scene
ofthe airport today
It just killed me all over again....

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'To be someone great, you have to save your family too'

When I cant even save my own family
What other hopes can I harbour?

The use of vulgarities illustrates the immense
problem lying around for me to get trip over with

I cant save everyone
I'm not Superman or Big Boss everytime
I need my own Superman too

And I have never seen him once in my life....
Fucking hell
SOS