Road to Recovery

First day of exam

Kana scolding at 615am
Stomachache before leaving house
Not good sign
On bus near home traffc jam before changing to 74
See two 74 go off
No one at bus stop
Only 1 student lookalike on bus 74
Thought took wrong bus
Pain in leg getting worse
Walked with sore legs and a limp to exam venue
Did 3, but attempted 5 qns
Didnt manage to finish some qns in 2 hours
Super sianz-nified after exam

Pain in leg is still throbbing
I think the nerves are spoilt already
I cant twitch my last right toe
Need to use my hand manually check whether can still respond not
Even Liu Xiang has an injury
But his shocked the world (not mine)


Feeling: Damn f-up now
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Tell me I'm not the last to know?
Nono
I'm just one of the LAST TO KNOW

Maybe I just start focusing on MYSELF after the exams
Go read some self-enrichment books
Go library
Work out 5 days in a week
Earn some money
Be more selfish
Etc etc etc

Yup. No one told me
Everything I go find out

Maybe I should reconsider NOT rendering help so readily next time
Who say being helpful pays?
Give me the deserved 7% GST lah!

Feeling: Better a bit - but still within f-up range becuz of pain