F for Failure

" Death Trap "
taken at Hong Kong Ocean Park, May 2010

" The ball is round they say
You threw it in, hoping that your throw
With so-called aimed accuracy on your part
Will allow the ball to go into the hole you want... "

What happens when such a situation develop?
(as shown in the picture above)
What if luck or fate has it?
And the ball went into the hole
Which wasn't the one marked in RED?

*Life is unpredictable
Agreed

*Human is more predictable
Agreed

*LYJ has plenty of flaws
Agreed

Nowadays I go round asking this question

Me: What do you think of me?
Guy/Girl: *Stunned*

Me: Take it that you are selling me as a product
Guy/Girl: *Suddenly snap back to Earth from Mars*

Anyways cut short the story
Got the general feedback that I can only be described in 3 words

1) Aggressive
2) Practical
3) Hardworking

MAX stunner
So I'm a person who can be easily described in 3 words?

No such things like.....

1) Tall, dark & handsome? (easily 3 words what!?)
2) Cute? (not meh?)
3) Funny? (not meh?)
4) Adorable? (not meh?)
5) Creative? (not meh?)
6) Sophisticated? (not meh?)

=/
Ok jokes aside

Actually quite true lah
#1, #2 & #3 are all on the spot
I agree with the majority of them

General Feedback
(with the fact that I took a gun and point it against their skull)

1) Aggressive
Equates to very bad tempered
Never gives others a chance to shine
Too direct
Speak without thinking
Trying to force my view/opinions unto others
Pressurizing
Fierce/violent/gangster behaviour

2) Practical
Easily equates to 100% money-minded
No dreams in life
No creativity
No other plans for life
Only cares about money and nothing else matters
Don't believe in miracles and hopes others don't believe too
Don't trust business ideas and wont support others in their business dreams

3) Hardworking
Subtly saying I'm a dumb cow
Route 1 game-plan (pump the long ball)
Once again no creativity
Not smart
Can be a good point
(work hard for what I want)
Can be a bad point
(in the midst of working towards my aim, neglect everything else)

I think my personal report card is quite miserable right?

Not that this is about an emo post
But it just hit me suddenly
And it hit me hard
Am I being such a lousy person?
Grade F for Failure?

" The #1 Encyclopedia of questions to me
Why you like that?
Can you be more humble?
Why you always have to shoot others down?
Do you give others a chance?
Do you have to make it sound like you are so over-glorified?
Why you so 死板?
Do you think you are over-achieving?
Do you think you act like a gangster?
Your life too smooth-sailing and you never meet setbacks before right?
You no interest in other stuff other than money and girls right?
Your life quite loser leh?

You ask so many questions
Yet you never bothered to stay and listen to the whole story till the end
All you did was shoot the arrows at me
Let my so-called bad impression of me be left intact in your mind
And then you walk off
Never giving me a chance to say finish my side of the story
And you tell me you are my friend......

I know maybe you all do want me to change
But put yourselves in my shoes
When did I ever in my whole life knowing you....
That I ask you to change yourself at all? "

No one told you LYJ only start talking HTH after 12midnight right?

The Internet is an evil place
You just cant put all your thoughts out there
Even on your so-called personal blog
Ppl just love reading and then discussing it among themselves
And all they would eventually do
Is gossip and more gossip with their own assumption
And you jump into the Lucky Plaza river also cant save yourself

And I thought "FUCK OFF!" was too overused
In fact, it never will be....

Call me a loser and then call it a day please...