It's funny actually how some ppl think of me
I laugh to myself when I still think about how they say it

So recently one day, I got someone telling me this
"Hey, how's you and your girlfriend brother?"

Firstly, not much ppl call me 'brother'
Besides the fact that the person at the gym always does

Secondly, I don't have a girlfriend
And sorry I portray the fact that I do
So sorry to disappoint you sia
Haha!
You can still keep a lookout for me though
Shouldnt stay in the West please
But I can reconsider always
=p

Then I think got quite a handful of ppl wanna kill me
"WAH LAN! Why you never go NUS?"
"WHY WHY WHY?"

Ok. Don't jump out from the computer or over the phone
Cuz I have nightmares for 2 years straight of Sadako

Anyways my girlfriend is fine



























See!
Still bake cake for me to eat
Never bake for you!
Neh neh ni poopoo!
=p

Somemore so cute
So pretty (chio I never use to describe the girl I like)

Ahahahaha!
Oh sorry chinny chin chin
=/
























Jap food
Jap food
Jap food

Everytime I eat Jap food I rmb Ayako-san saying
that there's no good Jap restaurant in Singapore!
OOPS!
Its stuck to my head ever since she hinted that
Coming from a Japanese
Yes trust the native they say

But anyways the one at Tamp One is good
Only 12 bucks
Also quite full
But I think plenty of MSG
Cuz damn thirsty after that

But oh ya
The main point is I met Royston at Tampines
So we had dinner
Then he TOOK ME TO SEE HIS CLIENT
Like OMG?
Am I supposed to just be a hindrance or something?

Anyways
The whole process was a life-changing experience
Somehow, I felt that I learnt a lot
I learnt that dialect is very very important
Even if you smoke a bit here and there to string
a lousy broken sentence together
Ppl can relate to it
Esepcially the older ones

And that my thinking about Singaporeans is correct
How it is such a small world
And we need to expand our knowledge through sights and sounds

And the time Royston spent meeting the client
Makes me feel more stupid that I'm bumming around now
The whole period of time at the client's place
Was a totally down-to-earth exposure and experience
Seeing ppl at their barest and most humblest part

Sets my mind in thinking what Royston had say
And gets me motivated again
Motivated to work

YES I"M GONNA WORK
Starting from tml

Not at the IT show
Which I think I should have anyhow apply and go work for Dell

ALIENWARE TECHONOLOGY!
Back-lit is ownage!

And of cuz the cute gers who rattle off specs from the brochure
LOL!
Royston: "Yes we all can read from the brochures my dear"
"The main thing is to get the numbers Yong Jun boy!"

Ok. I got it
Haha.
Royston always call me the good boy who needs to learn bad
GG!

And I think I'm gonna commit to something
Yes I shouldnt be lazy about it
Put pen to paper on it
Research always work
On any topic at all
Somehow it takes homework to get such things done
Isnt that true?
"The greatest failure in life is not trying"

And Happy Birthday Deborah!
Come home with the kangeroo for me please
Thank you very much!
=)

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The moment I reach that part

I looked away

Not wanting to go on and read something that I'm expecting

Yes

I'm a true believer of quantiy brings out quality

Regardless of training, studies, practice, or even friendship

So many years of friendship

You know something?

I'm a grudge holder

I hate myself for that

And I am, still am changing this fact

This is a fact that I don't hide

Ok you let me down

You apologised

I accepted

The issue is closed

Yes

Forgive and forget I shall

Bury somewhere deep at the corner of my heart

Cramp it into the lost regions of my brain

Never to be brought up between us again

I swear

Yes

We need to move on

Run away from the shadows of the past

Kill off the uncertainty

Break the silence between us

Try we must

Harder it shall be

Obstacles we would overcome

And I also believe this was a test between us

So strong it might tear us apart

And it left a dirty sour stain behind

The stain that cannot be removed

Only to be obscured through our eyes and minds

In the process of not looking back and thinking about it

For once

I never think you had a loserish life

I always felt that you need to have that little bit of confidence

Just channeling the right kind of spirit to the adequate places

Never once did I thought you were a loser

I stood by you

Whatever decisions you made

I will always do so

Cuz 'pangseh' is not the word to describe me

And yes trust me

I will still do

We do need to move on

And somehow

I felt like the child in this fiasco

Somehow you powered and made me feel that way

Somehow the child is not the innocent thumb-sucking one

But a child who is being disciplined

But I want you to look at me in another light

You can every right to judge me

But you just need to understand me more before you do so

Thats all

We have to move on

Seriously

Can we?